I don't wonder about who I am as a person, but more who I am in this modern world. In society, what is my part? Do I even have one? What piece of the puzzle am I?

More and more I am coming to the conclusion that I don't fit. Cards on the table, there isn't a job in this society that I will be happy with. So the question becomes, do I compromise my complete happiness for mediocre joy and a decent paying job? Or say 'fuck it' and live a vagabond life? This is a rhetorical question by the way. I don't actually want any of you to give me your opinions. Sorry.